05/08/2020
*IT HURTS*💔
My heart bleeds in pain,
In attempt to restore the love I never had,
I loved you so much darling,
Hoping to get the best from you,
But I'm now nursing a wound in my heart,
I had confidence to retrieve the love I lost through you,
But you never seem to bother about giving me a reason to smile about💔
It begun with late replies,
And your attention started fading away,
Everyday lesser than the previous day,
Increase my fragments regularly,
Tearing my heart to pieces,
Making me wonder where I went wrong💔
Your conversation that kept me awake till late night,
Started thinning never to return,
Everytime my phone lights up,
My thoughts automatically runs to you,
Wishing you could just make me feel loved,
Or maybe check up on me as you used to do,
But I realized you never reply before I text you,
You never call before I call,
It hurts darling💔
Sometimes I crave for you so much,
Making me ma******te in bed,
Thinking of when this will end,
Getting your attention to whisper to you my heart,
But my hopes become futile,
And I only end up with a bleeding heart 💔
When I remember the memories we had,
At first everything seemed promising,
Because you were always there for me,
The sweet memories turns bitter to recall,
And regrets dominating the romance,
Because you nolonger have time for me,
It hurts💔
At times I get preoccupied with my errands,
But I'll always spare my time to talk to you,
Sending you love poems my responsibility,
But you can't even attend to me at your spare time,
It hurts💔
When you love somebody so much,
You either get a person for life,
Or a lesson for life,
I'm sorry for the vows I made,
That has now left me a limping man,
I'm sorry for the promises I made,
That wounds me than I wished,
I'm paying the price of loving you with my tears,
Because I feel you seldom needs me it hurtsðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜
*Otis* 😔