28/03/2026
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To my Bluebell, I have a lot of explaining to do. Like how I fall apart each time you leave and how you being around makes me a better person. Or how I can only ever be still when I am with you - other times, I am constantly biting and tugging and cracking my finger joints. Or how men have always left and somehow, once upon a time, in my mind, i told myself, 'no one understands me' and 'they always leave' and i have subconsciously thought that into being....
To my Bluebell, I have a lot of explaining to do. Like how I fall apart each time you leave and how you being around makes me a better person. Or how I can only ever be still when I am with you & #8…