29/09/2024
Maybe if i had been smarter, somehow better versed you wouldn't have equated loving me to the dread of being cursed
I kept hoping that there would be something to win you back that i would reach some accomplishment to fill whatever checkbox i lack
So i kept running until my kneels fell
Now emotional exhaustion is a feeling i know too well because i kept accolades like a cash in my purse hoping one day to be worth it enough for u instead you just make feel worse because there i was diplomas in hand and i stil wasn't good enough to you and i guess i don't understand
There i was new life, i was a nice person but not your dream sister
I had dreams with u but you are just another history
There i was doing exactly what u said
But there i was still leaving space just incase there was a chance that you would still show your face maybe if i had being a bit more free you would have reached out you would have.......
Maybe if i had been smarter i would have seen it from the start you don't about.....!!!!.......you just want to be an art maybe if i was a better writer i would have taken my inspiration to go maybe if i had left you, my sister had already know but the thought still lingers that she would feel that same way too that i could be everything and she would still not act like you
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