23/06/2026
ONE DAY IF I GET THE CHANCE...
One day if I get the chance
I will tell the world
I will tell the world who I am
The real me not something fake
The authentic me
Not the one who fakes a smile
Not the one who hides emotions
But the real me, like the genuine me
One day if I get the chance
I will share with the world
How some days I'm usually sad
Not so sure of what is ahead
At times how usually I feel disappointed
When the many doors I have knocked
Have remained shut refusing to be opened
Leaving me helpless
One day if I get the chance
I will let the world know
Of how much pain I have hid
Behind that portrayed glow there's always a blow
Sometimes I feel like I will opt quitting
Sometimes my head screams 'it's too much'
Because most times peace is far, far from me
One day if I get the chance
I will scream out to the world
All my grievances and doubts in my life
How I do survive alone with endurance
Feeling not wanted, deserted
It's like I reside on an Island
Or a far land away from humanity
Sometimes I feel odd it's like I'm not existing
One day if I get the chance
I will tell the world and let everyone know
I will let them know about survival
Survival is not always mandatory
No one is guaranteed a win
How I have survived between insanity and sanity
I really don't know
But somehow I do,
One day if I get the chance
I will tell the world how weak I get sometimes
Not the strong one they see physically
I will let them know what they really don't know
The me who's real. Who hides everything
Because the soul feels displaced
Because my emotions and feelings got played
A long time ago so The trust is broken
One day if I get the chance
I will let the world know
I will tell them everything about me
The survivals I have made
The endurance I have been through
The pain that never stops
The sleepless nights
The challenges and struggles
The falling and the rising again
But by that time I get the chance it won't make sense anymore
No one will care about the real me
They will still care about the glow and success
And that's the irony of life
