14/03/2025
"Why did my life turn out like this?"
I wish I coud choose different options of life that I will going to lived in, I wish I could just pick or click the button of the life that has totally my standard. Like peaceful, quite, calm, warmth, and good-looking. The life that I actually wished for, The life that I wished to lived in for a long time with my friends, the life I wished that I was in that location since. And yet, lord chosen the life or the world I will be living for a longest time, sometimes I just got in this point of asking lord "Lord is this the life that I deserve to lived?"
I didn't know I would end up in this life Wich had a bunch of quarrels, conflicts, noises, and as well polluted. Before living, before stepping on the earth's surface I had no ideas that my life will be turn out like this...
This is too much echoes for me, isn't?
I can't believe that this world was been given to me and to us for surviving each difficult days.
Discrimination, pollution, messy, trouble, and sorrowful too. It is heavy wich carrying all of these stuffs that had it overflowing with unanswered-questions, hurtful words thrown, and enduring ache.
Yeah, the life before being born within this cruel world was just too intimidating...
And this is me... Wondering, thinking why did my life turn out like this?
