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THE DARK NIGHT SERIES================12. The Last Walk============bare feet trod the damn pathof rose petals and spongy ...
08/06/2026

THE DARK NIGHT SERIES
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12. The Last Walk
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bare feet trod the damn path
of rose petals and spongy grass
she's on her way to lake pristine
of worldly pleasures, craving crass

soon
the grass begins to scrape
the soles of her feet
its soft tickle quickly turns into sores
her feet begin to bleed
leaving behind
savage, red footsteps

the fragrance of red roses
stuffs up her nose
nostrils to lungs
and overflows
it itches and hurts
like sharp flying dirt

the smell knocks off her senses
the scathes begin to deepen
blood trickles down
over to the lips down the chin

she raises her wrist and wipes it off
sniffs up the reminiscent blood
hoping to wash it in the lake
she walks faster
her feet, her senses, bleed faster

she stumbles by the damn lake
that is the epitome of material pleasures

ah! the lake ... so perfect
reflects like a flawless mirror
stunned by its magical beauty
she watches the reflections
stirring up on the surface
images of loved faces
appear ... and ripple out

she gazes like a statue would gaze
unfelt, like a statue would feel
the blood under her nose begins to crust
the blood under her sole
dries up to a sole
she gazes like a statue would gaze

water so clear you could count the sand grains
water so cool to soothe all your innate fires
a view so serene
you would never want to leave

mesmerized, standing for hours
a music from far rings into her ears
It's the wake-up call

The lake's marvels
the coolth of the water
has shades of trap
the more it pulls her
the more she repels
the illusions break down
as she begins to recall
the truth of reality

A chill breeze from the skies
scathes her spine
she shivers and shudders
still standing by the lake
but now
She knows what to do

determined
she takes a deep sigh
and lifting up her skirt to ankles
she dips her toes into the lake
Slowly stepping into the water
Pacing deeper and deeper
Until neck deep

Ah! the ecstasy
Ah! These worldly pleasures
they do feel divine

But she is resolute

Slowly she begins to swim
Ignoring the soft, cool hugs
Spitting out the honeydew water
across the depths
Across the whirlpools
undeterred and wild
until she reaches the other shore

she's soaking wet
the strings of water on her body break
and drop by drop
The beads of worldly pleasures
begin to roll off her

she keeps crawling
Thru the muddy shore
Thru the swamp
her elbows bleed
Leeches on her knees
yet unstoppable
she lands
and up she stands
beyond the edge of the lake

Tired, but liberated
She turns back
just once
To look at the lake
One last time
and gives it
a cunning, farewell smirk

07/06/2026

THE DARK NIGHT SERIES
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11. A Walk to freedom
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walking alone in the wilderness
in the darkest hour of midnight
I fear.... Nothing.

Dim light glooming the streets
Dark birds deep cooing
Strange voices of stranger animals
Dont know where the road leads
A city damsel on wild streets

I keep walking
I fear .... Nothing

pain of hurt is deep
only the heart aches
legs trot like a robot
the body is limp
and emotions, numb

Pain is braver than courage
I am not brave
i am in pain

Yet, I keep walking
i fear ... nothing

pain is a dope
trips you to a trance
A trance of freedom
Where you care a damn

A power fountains within
as everything else around you
ceases to meaningless

the dope goes stonned
I hallucinate
the trees disappear
the owl stops howling
the wild goes silent. Vanishes
It's just me, walking
in total darkness

the night asks me
where do you go, when
you've no where to go?

where to, anyway, go,
if not Love

I am still walking
In the limbo
i fear... Nothing.

06/06/2026

THE DARK NIGHT SERIES
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10. INSANITY
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Music
Movie
TV
Chat
Talk
Stalk
Walk
Repeat

bark
Gym
Run
Cycle
Clean
Scream
Yell
Repeat

Anger
Dream
Hurt
Work
Flirt
Dance
chance
Repeat

Ring
Fling
Sing
Sling
cook
Garden
Shop
Repeat

Shout
Mute
Play
Slay
Sway
Cut
Bite
Repeat

Kill
Hit
S**t
Scathe
Hit
Head
Hit
Repeat

Drink
Dope
Pot
Smoke
Rot
Decay
Die
Repeat

Weep
Break
Wipe
Repeat
Miss
Die
Miss
repeat

Hit
Wall
Head
Bleed
Hit
Head
Hit
Repeat

Bleed
Heart
Bleed
Mind
Loose
Self
Die
Repeat

Love
you
Love you
Love
Stop
That
Don't repeat

Anything
Anything
Everything
Everything
Force
forget
Force
Repeat

Anything
Anything
Everything
Everything
To make me sleep
To make to sleep

06/06/2026

THE DARK NIGHT SERIES
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9. Home of Love
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They came to her once
Each in their times of dance

Jupiter, dressed in storms and the sound of his own voice.
Mars, all fire and fury,

They spun close,
called her radiant,
kissed her aura like it was theirs to keep.

And when she didn’t crumble,
when she stayed whole,
they called her hard.
Cold.
Distant.

Wanting warmth sans respect
Wanting to carve their names
but she’d drawn her lines in stone.

Yes,
she’s cracked and broken.
her molten core turned
tears erupted in Vesuvius
her sweat in rain
wail in hail
agony in twisters

She was flooded, at first.
Then, quiet.

- all three of 'em
through struggles of occult space
and marathons des sables

They've all orbited
Broken, and drifted apart

Yet, there's only only one of them
Who grew forests in those fractures.
Who stitched oceans from salt and silence.
Into a shining orb of blue and green
and of Life!

She is the one
She's the home
they could never become

The Earth.

05/06/2026

THE DARK NIGHT SERIES
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8. Old Lovers
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Memories ripped up front
Betrayal stabbed in back
Love pulls apart like tug of war
right at the center flag.. the dark street crawls and turns.. "forever's" into "never's"
Cuz
Night of the old
Is right on the road
And
They were old lovers
As the midnight creeps
falling to the knees
crawling on the street
dragging the ankled shackles
The python of darkness
swallows the rugged weep
slips -- out over the head...
and broken spirit hovers
Cuz
Night of the old
Is right on the road
And
They were old lovers
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The Programmer Girlfriend
Mar 2024

THE DARK NIGHT SERIES=================7. Weird=========I left some plastic by the fireand my heart besides yoursnot ruin...
05/06/2026

THE DARK NIGHT SERIES
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7. Weird
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I left some plastic by the fire
and my heart
besides yours

not ruined-- not at first.
Just melted.
Then scorched
Twisted, deformed
Hardened ... and sharp

Now with those burnt black cutting edges
slicing your skin
You call MY heart Weird...?
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THE DARK NIGHT SERIES ==============6. The Sound Of Heart===============You bury your head under pillows during stormsWi...
04/06/2026

THE DARK NIGHT SERIES
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6. The Sound Of Heart
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You bury your head under pillows during storms
With soundproof windows shielding you from confrontations
You plug your ears so tight
your integrity can't hear a question
You pick seats far from your storytellers
You turn down the volume to what
was music to ears before
You seal gaps with acoustic tape.,
You stuff earmuffs
Until all is silent.

And then
Your heart lets out
That loud, deafening scream.
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======≠===THE DARK NIGHT SERIES===============5.  A Beating heart of stone******************How do you un-numb yourself?...
04/06/2026

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THE DARK NIGHT SERIES
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5. A Beating heart of stone
******************
How do you un-numb yourself?
How do you unfreeze those nerves again?

Up
From Touch to brush, Caress, tickle
To clutch, grip, grapple, pinch
To punch, pummel, hammer, stab

Nothing.

No agony, pain, sting,
soreness, itch

How do you undo,
that you not feel anything?
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***********************The Dark Night Series************************4.  The Good Morning===================wrecked, but ...
04/06/2026

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The Dark Night Series
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4. The Good Morning
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wrecked, but I withstood
the day of mad hurricane
with bleeding arms I picked
the shattered window pane

i hear the horizon sing
a serenade of portrait
I look up and .. I see!
a sun rise at sunset

THE DARK NIGHT SERIES =================3. Thank you for kliiing me==================BkacK stbbed, all blooodiedSinks in ...
04/06/2026

THE DARK NIGHT SERIES
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3. Thank you for kliiing me
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BkacK stbbed, all blooodied
Sinks in the salted tank
Waves of blurred goodbyes
Vision of pointless blank

A reincarnative heal
Bouyances soul to bank
Best moment of life
And the killer to thank?!

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