08/01/2024
It took me some time to write a post about these last months…
What can I say…
Since October 7,2023 life became an insane emotional roller coaster…
Had anxiety attacks and was in an ongoing fight or flight/survival mode…
had a rough time to get back to “normal”, although I was constantly thinking about the victims of the attacks, hostages and the soldiers who are fighting the real fight, and how my little problems were nothing compared to what they’ve been through and some are still going through to this day😔
Some families and victims will be scarred for life… emotionally and some physically as well…
But with all this horror that was happening, as time went by and the bombings were decreasing a bit, strangely and luckily I’ve experienced this deep feeling of gratitude- a relaxed state of “let go and let god”. I felt so grateful for being alive, for being near my family, my friends, the beautiful sunsets, the light breeze or just seeing a happy puppy passing by…
Every little thing suddenly felt so special and wonderful to me. Difficult times really can make you re-think and to look at life differently.
I’m grateful for every moment God (the creator/higher force…)let me experience. Feeling so blessed to be even able to express it through words, sounds, movement…
I wish all the people who are suffering right now could feel the relief, not only peace as in the word of slogans but also a feeling , a state of deep inner peace in their hearts.
Praying this year will bring a healing energy that many of us need sooo much♥️
P.S - the sweet kid in the first pic is not mine :) he just really wanted to play while we were taking pics😄 hope he doesn’t mind I used this photo 👀