29/06/2023
Resurrender by Hillsong Worship brought me to tears! I've been so weak these past few weeks and it has greatly affected my daily routines. Today I went to get checked up and I'm not shocked to be told my immune is so bad. I just listened to Resurrender and I can't hold back my tears. God knows I've been a rebel! I did it out of some anger and bitterness and now I find myself in this predicament or situation, God only knows I don't have anyone to turn back to but only him. It's more or less an open confession or whatever, but I felt like I had to share this as it pains me. I believe in my heart it's not too late to reconnect with your first original love - My God, My Saviour, My Healer.
It reminds me of my sermon I once prepared and preached, it's about Job. God knows He's not done with me and I'm not going to let any sickness pull me to the pit of hell. My God can turn my sorrow into Joy.
I miss fellowship with my brothers and sisters and if you come across it, I miss you all. I miss singing praises and worship to God. I have gone through the wide road and it has broken me into pieces!
I remember Aro's sermon one night "remember me (God)..." and quite hesitantly I prayed inaudibly ( like in my heart) and still felt guilty coming to God but then I remember that the Bible says "come to me, all you who are weary and heavy-laden .... See how I feel or how I quote scriptures, my heart aches for self.
I know it's not for everyone but I still wanted to share and have my brothers and sisters know, a brother still remembers his original love.
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