29/03/2023
Dear Instagram friends,
I’ve gone back and forth with how to say this or whether to even explain at all. But, you’ve been there with me from the start and I didn’t want to just cut you out so I’m going to try and explain what’s happened to it’s.artwork.by.g
You’ll remember the days where I shared my world with you for two whole years, daily updates, paint-along-lives, commissions of your most personal images and my all time favs, the infamous Paint Parties!
It’s been a long 4 months since the last of all of that, and it’s been something I didn’t want to step away from but something I had to do. The truth is my world has had to get much much smaller in order to get bigger. I’ve been open with my struggles with mental health on here before but it’s a bit more complex than that, I’ve actually been fighting off this diagnosis since I was a little girl and finally allowing my mind to accept my condition and learn what needs healing and relearning everything I thought I knew about what it feels like to have a healthy mind has allowed me to see what true recovery can actually look like.
The last few months started with a full on break, my mind just said NO and tricked me to believe my body should give up too, I truly was fighting for my life. Thankfully enough with the support of Mental Health Services, my loved ones, intense multiple weekly therapy sessions and a true treatment plan from the NHS I’m slowly starting to see the light.
This will be a long and slow journey, one I’ve always rushed before but that’s never worked. So I’m taking time out, a proper time out. I’m holding down my day job in tech sales, doing lots of hot yoga, cold dips and self care but the social side and the business side has to take a back seat, for now at least. Who’s to say if I’ll be back, but for now I need to pause and get myself well for the first time in my life.
This page has meant the world to me for two years, and so have all of you.
Lots of love
G
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