07/01/2026
I guess I still have the urge to share. But this past year has been so difficult for my friends and family that I didn’t know what to say. So many loved ones passed away, fallen ill, had accidents. It’s just too much grief for anyone to handle.
Compared to most people, I was lucky to survive 2025. What I had to say was stuck in me, I could not express in art how I felt, somehow no art or music could express it. I became speechless and empty.
I realised I was playing it safe and I was avoiding everything that could have moved me enough to inspire me.
I made a resolution this New Year, which I can keep but is challenging.
I will watch movies that hit me hard. I will listen to new music. I will travel to new places. I will let intuition guide me. I will seek what I love about this world.
I will experiment with new materials, I will make my art more alive and create sculptures to explore my art beyond the limitations of paper. I will try to sing again.
I hope this year will ease pain and give some hope or at least relief. Just so you can breathe, the rest will follow.
I did not make anything that could sum all this up, so I’ll just share these pictures my friend took of me this summer - including the ones I don't like, because this is what I look like, I guess.
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