28/09/2019
I didnt know there wasnt one for me
to nurture...
no baby spirit came.
Its ok, it wasnt meant to be
and soon il be 50 !
People say, your not a woman until your a Mother...
BU****IT !! dont judge me !!
right man, wrong time
right time, wrong man
Lucky you with baby belly
feel the tiny spirit inside
My belly fat...is FAT !
Menopausal side effect !
I thought of names, boys and girls
Eleanor, Freya and Connor
but my fish ended up with Freya
and now shes a gonna !
So I nurture my plants and flowers
cos theres no baby showers
no one to teach, cuddle and care
on halloween, no small ones to scare !
no nursery ryhmes, toys or playtime fun
my age is against me...
my hormones are done.
by Ruth Wordley 28.9.19