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09/20/2026

There’s a version of me that exists

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+ I ask, I wonder, I’m curious, to know,

What version of me exists in your mind?

I find it interesting to reflect on the possibilities. Especially on these public platforms, where viewing is free, viewing is what it’s based off of.

Viewing, perceiving, judging, is the basis of this online world, primarily. But if you seek it as a means of inspiration, motivation, reminders to walk yourself back to Self, then you will see the version of me that sees the excellence in you.

Sometimes, with some people, I really love the person I become, + I’m sure they feel that.

Sometimes, when I’m in the wrong company, I don’t love the person I become. + I don’t think in those connections, that person, would see that.

You know the feeling, where you just don’t love who you’ve become, you fail to see the beauty, the gifts, the uniqueness of your very existence. You talk about people, instead of concept, idea, vision, dream. You talk about how you want it all to change, everything to be different, + you sit in a place of such discontent.

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+ all of these people have a different view of me, a different vision, to some I am limiting, to some I may be a liar, to some I may be a straight shooter.

I reflect on the safety cultivated in relationship, + how the person we show up as is truly affected by the safety created, the energy between beings, that exchange that you’re both feeling but no one can quite put a finger on.

I wonder what version of someone I’m getting as well, am I getting the one that’s threatened by me, am I getting the one that’s lit up by our conversations, am I getting the one who loves who they are when they’re with me?

Which version of you exists, in my mind?

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Photos of Brenda Kent Colina taken by me in Ucluelet, a friend of mine who, gives me the breathing space + safety to lean into who I truly am. Who has always allowed for understanding + great emotional awareness.

08/14/2026

The creator does not bow to the creation
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There is so much strength in you as a woman, in your all encompassing feminine, masculine, + that which can’t be identified with simple words + roles.

After all of these years working in the embodiment space I start to think to myself:

I am not capturing you

I am capturing you as the extension of the environment

as the creator of all I see, all you see, all you feel, all you experience

all beings you know, born of women

I see the oceans + I see mother
I see the forest floor + I see mother

I see your creations + I recognize you as the creator. + give credit where credit is due to all ‘mothers’ of any birthed creation both living + inanimate. I am in no way insecure in myself to not offer kudos to those who have taught me all I needed to know. I am in no way insecure in myself to fight the feminine + to be in competition with those who identify as women.

I see you as the genius behind it all.
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I feel tired of pretending that the feminine is only softness + gentle introspection. That the lioness does not roar.

That the birthing from woman doesn’t encompass all you’ve witnessed + all you’ve met in your special life.

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I feel tired of pretending that the spiritual + the cosmic creation is submissive, zen, + peaceful.

The spiritual + the force that creates you screams as you enter this world. You reincarnate into this world from the greatest force known on this earth, from pure female intensity.

To all women, you are my light.

08/12/2026

I love AI

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The AI that reflects:
Real creators
Real life, of all beings, including Mother Earth
Real people behind the lens
Real people connecting
Real people sharing

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I feel as though the 90’s was as it stands one of the last decades with really pure human connection + quality in relationship. Before everything became digital + lost the touch of true humanistic qualities.

Film photos taken by me or my friends, to bring back the analog + free ourselves from the ‘perfection’ digital creation allows us to have. There’s a truth in film photos. A truth that feels so far gone, but not far enough that you can’t reach far far out + grasp it. I’m grateful to witness those I know + people I connect with out in the world trying to get back to our anthropological roots.

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Honourable mentions:
Aurora Borealis Intelligence
Alchemist Intelligence
Analyst Intelligence
Ancestor Intelligence
Angel Intelligence
Altruist Intelligence
Assimilator Intelligence

What are your fave forms of AI?

08/07/2026

“But nothing can take away my art”

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The past 7 weeks have been nothing but a large hiccup, + in the hiccup I thought, is my art lost? I won’t be able to create as much, I have this obstacle on the path that I have to get around + I won’t be able to get around it for a while. Are my days creating dying off? Will my art advance?

I reflected:
Even though I’m slowed

I’m not able to live at the full capacity I typically live

I’m limited in a way

But I realized that

No stop in time can take away my view

My lens

My art

My perspective

My framing

My ideas

My art still continues even when I can’t continue

+ the only thing I’ve learned since leaning into the truth that I’m a creator is that through every hardship my art comes back better + more informed

especially when I have to become more in-formed

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Here are the glimpses of the angels that surround me + made my time in pause feel nourishing.

The only gift I can offer is thank you.

08/05/2026

My most recent post is full of photos that so many of you shared that you loved.

I want to share + recognize that in my experience, the “goodness” of the photo directly reflects the level of embodiment of the subject. To the allowing of the moment, towards my guidance, towards leaning into letting the session be a space of co-creation.

The allowing of yourself to lean into permission to create the art + have it be captured. You are the art. You are the subject. YOU are “photogenic”. Your vibrational relation with me during our time together is the representation of the overall feel + result of the session. It’s on me to create that container for you. I find myself saying “you’re in good hands” frequently.

The photos do not turn out when the subject takes control, moves too quickly, or doesn’t give the creative process breathing room.

+ I feel it’s important to share this, + talk about why your embodiment matters to your overall life, not just in the places where you’re looking for beautiful external representation. But how when you lean into it in your life, how it will come through + be there, ready to be expressed when times like photo session arise.

I think about how I’ve been told so many times that I’m funny, but I’ve had moments where my jokes just don’t hit. I personally think I’m only as funny as your sense of humour. If you like different jokes, if you don’t see it the way I see it, I’m sure to many, I’m not actually funny.

+ sometimes you will comment on my photos being “so good”, + I’m deeply honoured.

but in the same way I’m only as funny as your sense of humour, I feel they are only as ‘good’ as the safety I created in the space for the subject to lean into their true embodiment + safety.

How much they allowed the moment to be the moment + let me capture them. How much work they’ve done on themselves to truly feel contented in self. To know their body is just the vessel, to not pick it apart the entire creation process. To enjoy the moment.

I can always see if the work is being done.
+ I am honoured to witness it.

08/05/2026

04/20/2026

Hi friends! 🎙️🧊

Join me in this conversation with Cambria!

Cambria Olding is an Atlantic Canada based yoga practitioner and teacher, mother, certified Cold Water Therapy Coach, and founder of East Coast Plunge. Her work is rooted in both tradition and lived experience, shaped by over a decade of practice and years of guiding others through movement, breath, and presence.

In 2021, she took her first cold plunge, an experience that shifted something deep and became a steady part of her life. Since then, she has been exploring the connection between yoga and cold water, where breath meets intensity and practice meets real life.

Through motherhood, music, movement, and moments of discomfort, Cambria is interested in what it means to live the teachings, not perfectly, but honestly. Her work is about bringing the sutras off the page and into everyday life in a way that feels real, human, and accessible.
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