07/06/2023
"EXPOSED EXPOSED EXPOSED"
I was unable to sleep for the last 2 days. Still crying while writing this. Can't believe, a friend whom I know for 3 years could do something like this to me and not even feel guilty about it.
This is killing me while even explaining it.
Hasnatul Karim Nahin was one of my closest big brother like friend from pubg, someone I knew I could trust. I always noticed how he protects his team as a leader and how everyone felt so safe around him. We went to a gang-bang in yasnaya with him and I saw him protecting us from A1 , gsm and 69 others . We had faith in him. Even our full clan had good impression about hasnat that they also had faith nothing would go wrong. So we happily went on a group chat with him and other friends.
The whole chating was great indeed, Hasnat tolerated all my cranky behaviours. Obviously we felt safest around him.
On the day of coming back to old memories me(ninja h2ri aka Efaz Ertesum ) with 3 of my friends ( leader ÛĻÛĻ MaHir , filter sajidul karim saad aka Z3N and pongta Mun Tasir ), I was really missed our old montage. I'm not used to being this far from competitive with them for so many days. I had severe fever and cold. I was having hard time breathing. I chat with Hasnat on the group because I had this belief he would always make me happy. I had this much trust in him.
Long story short, I fell emotional after some time. The people who know me knows well I feel emotional like sinister ( that's why everyone call me sympathy or wot ). In the middle of the night around 8:50pm, I see with my boro boro cokh, noticing someone send a picture like "dekh kar delete kar dena" and i see someone touch the picture with his left hand and give a haha . Then i see his other hand was near his phone and text "jibon lara dile chushay nis". Grabbed his text and caught him with big eyes . it was Hasnat. The guy we thought would protect us was texting us naughty message while everyone was offline. I couldn't believe my eyes, the big brfriend I knew him more than 3 years. I was shivering and panicking and going through panic attacks. I really had no idea what to do. And the funniest thing. The first thing he told me was " haturi cushte dibo tao please amake maf kore de, AMAR CAREER DHONGSHO KORISH NA" BRUHHHH LIKE WTF. I told him to leave the group for then as I was gasping for breath. I was shivering the whole night and couldn't sleep a minute. I was crying alone the whole time. Had no idea what to do or whom to share. I was so afraid and cold. I never felt this alone in my whole life. And while I was going through this, I saw Hasnat getting a sound hahahah( don't thik ahahahaha).
Idk how to detect monsters. I'm getting older and watching how unsafe and cruel this world is knowing that I have to be here for the rest of my life. Perverts and predators are everywhere and it can be our brother or sister or gay Like Md ÄfÅĨhÄÃĻÅ Ämø , our closest friends or anyone.
Since childhood, I've heard of hundreds of stories of this kind of predators. But now I know how it feels like. I know I have to do something. Even if I can't punish everyone, even if I can't protect every girl, Guys like Hasnat needs to know their places. They shouldn't have the audacity like this.
Also I've got to know that he is planning to go on a group chat again and there would be a couple of female teammates too. I'm really concerned about their safety.
- tortured Ninja hattori
