13/03/2026
DISRUPT
I worked really, really hard on a talk for a while ago and was devastated to have fallen ill on the day of filming. The talk was built upon specific features of my presentation and was informed by some of the ideas discussed by my insightful panelists (Vee, Kaia, Helena and Lauren) thereafter ✨️
One day, at school, while I was musing on my speech format, one of my older students asked me outright:
"What is like to run your own theatre company here, Miss?"
"Umm..."
I was caught by a battle between two ideals.
One, I never lie to my students. Ever. I soften the truth with compassion or, sometimes, a more age appropriate framing. But I will not lie to them.
Two, my role as an educator of the arts is to inspire the next generation to see value and viability in the industry I teach them about every day.
"Umm..."
I took a beat, then a breath, and said:
"Its not that good right now, if I am being honest. It's been a journey of ups and downs over the past few years but, truthfully, it has felt like a lot more downs than ups in quite a few spaces."
They all stared at me.
Then one of them piped up with something that piqued my interest.
"Well, it makes sense that it's so difficult, Miss, because you're doing something that is going against a lot of the things we've been talking about in class."
We had been chatting about hustle culture, about the theatrical community in the UAE feeling somehow manosphere-adjacent at times, about outlandish copyright infringements, about toddler tantrums that people call politics, about a money over morals mindset, about those within this community who are so often sidelined or exploited or tokenised to push a narrative, about how the lack of access to funding and scholarships means that the grey area of theatre will always be found between amateur and import, between event and art.
It was in that moment, as my students sat staring, that the words from my company ethos entered my mind.
Disrupt.
Disrupter.
Disrupting.
And there it was...
The cause of my Sisyphean suffering.
The symptom of my rebellious worldview.
And maybe...
Just maybe...
The solution to the problem?